sigh. i have been slacking a lot lately. Yes, it's true stella believe it or not i have been slacking. but i do believe that you have been slogging at home.
i have to say this week is pretty much uneventful, and that piano lessons are starting to really bug me, because i really really cannot pay the scales, and my teacher wants me to play them so fast. i'm not that wonderful. i know i should practice, but... it's horribly difficult. try playing it! sigh, i really want to cry whenever i play scales. they really are that horribly scary. yeah, and i am moving. sigh. don't like that either. i am really used to staying in my home sweet home. everything would have to have a new start when we move. the positions change, the design change,... most importantly, the comfortable seating of the washroom's gone, the cosiness is gone, the environment that i face everyday is gone. sigh. it would also be very inconvinent for me! i have to walk an even longer way now just to go for the (damned) piano lessons. i feel like giving up the lessons. they're too harsh and then i have to go to somewhere else to learn. then i still have to take a bus. lol. dun laugh, i bet none of you experience this. not you at least. you can complain to me on the tagboard if you do.