"we can be competitive, but over-competitiveness will cause relations to become tense and sooner or later, both parties will dislike each other. tt's wad happened"
-Quote from Stella's Blog

please la for godness's sake, blaming over-competitiveness is not even the reason why our relations were so tensed lol. the reason why i was studying and you know it all to well was not to beat you but to get a CAP of 4 which i had never gotten. sure, since you get 4 all the time, you must not have the slightest impression of how not getting a 4 can put stops to my hopes of getting into MIT. this sem, after being hit by a 3.71, i saw that i must pull myself up. and you? "OVER-COMPETITIVENESS"

come to think of it, are you blaming the whole thing on me now? Since you are the one who has been slacking and playing while i am studying and studying? am i the one who was too over-competitive and "win everyone else in the end"? now that i see it, it seems clear that i think you are blaming the whole thing on me.

Oh and one point, i don't see how you can blame the thing on "over-competitiveness" sure i was at fault, but unlike you, i apologised, i tried to make friends, i tried to stick close, i tried to undo the wrong, i felt horrible, but what happened? i get the title "fake" SLAPPED DOWN HARD ON MY FACE!

if you think i haven't made an effort, think again. Guess i have been SERIOUISLY DELUDED (as RYan put it:))about you ever going to be a friend again! Again, I'm sorry for writing this, but that's how i feel. I'm sorry if i hurt you.