just somethings i had just came into knowledge about my own personality
"She's just too fake"
Hey thanks, i'll keep that in mind.
I promised God that i will not be hateful, blinded by hatred, or seek revenge, so i won't get all mad and angry.
Please, do write that for my johari's window
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fine famy and yihui i know i'm being extremely lame
okok
so, to whoever that it is directed to, when you read this, do remind yourself about all the times you called for help math and assignments and projects. Who was it that always took the telephone to help you and doesn't reply i don't know to 敷衍 you? Who was it that didn't called you "Fake"? Never mind, i'm not noble, but please, at least have some GRATITUDE!

If you do not understand my condition, please don't say anything. My habit of touching the floor all the time and apologising to them or objects i step on is not acting or faking it. You will not understand the pain that i feel, or the fear i experience. Those are definitely not fake, so please, i'm begging you, think twice before you say that i'm fake.

Oh yeah, i've never betrayed you or taken advantage of you either. who's taking advantage of who, i'm sure all of you knows very clearly. I don't mind to be taken advantage of if you are my true friend, but what i cannot stand is that even after 2 years of being friends you can just sit there and say that i am "fake". i'm really dissappointed. Truly.